things that occurred. I wish to present you all with the full,
detailed description as to what happened. The events that have
changed both myself and the man that I love. Whatever your thoughts
are of the issue, I insist that you speak up. This kind of emotional
distress and pain can not and should not exist among any of us. It is
unfair and cruel if you ask me.
Back at the end of February,
I suffered a mental shock to my system, if one would say so. How is
it possible without going insane or suffering a nervous breakdown? A
lot is possible within that frame of time. What I would call it is,
the mental barriers that people are able to place with themselves was
broken down by harsh words, twisted stories, twisted lies, and so
forth and so on. One day in particular, February 24th. A day that
lives in infamy in my heart, soul, and mind. The leader of Empire
Arcadia proceeded to degrade my character, my status, and most of all
my whole self. His words along with the words of another, broke down
my spirit wholeheartedly. I cried immensely. My mind slowly slipping
from the words that were typed. Such horrid words...
Words that scarred me in it's entirety. Words that prevented my mind
from being normal. I haven't been able to focus since then. I'm
having problems all over the place. Why? Because of the mental damage
and trying to recover is surely a bitch.
The Ultimate Goal With Me Being With These Men
The leader of these men planned as such so please hold your ground as I
go through this slowly. It is not something you read with a calm,
cool, stomach. Your anger will flare up, trust me.
I hold the highest discretion as of now, please hold yourselves as I
fear you may want to fight this man.
Since the beginning (when I first joined,) the purpose of having
females in the empire was to increase the amount of female gamers and
increase the amount of females in general. When Darryel introduced me
into the empire, his intention was me joining for my skills not my
looks. Unfortunately, some of these men took me for only my looks.
Horrible, but common of some men, right? For those that know me, I
don't care about my looks, my main concern is my brain, my
intelligence, what I know and what I want to learn (know.) Anyway.
The leader of this fools began to see me as a sexual plaything.
(How did that occur?)
Well, it seems that my ex-boyfriend had told or rather shown a
personal and graphic e-mail that I sent only to him at the time. Also
during this time, I was deeply in love with him and meant those
words. Should be called a whore or hoe just because you express your
sexual feelings because of the person you love?
(In all belief, I wouldn't believe that a female should be called
such.)The leader used that e-mail against me, stating that I'm a hoe
or rather a wanton. He figured that he could get me to perform oral
sex on him and some others in the empire. (It gets even more twisted.)
The Heart of The Matter
Some of the males in this organization wished to "gangbang" me.
(Gangbang-more than one guy with one female. For those that are not
familiar with the term.) But in order to do such, the leader fought
his damnest to get rid of Mirage. He figured once Mirage is gone,
I'd be single and from there would be used completely. After Mirage
gone and this "gangbang," the leader also figured he hook me up with
Gaming Knight, but there was one flaw. On February 22nd, when I signed
that horrid contract, I did not choose Knight's Unit. I chose the
unit called the Syndicate, the unit for Fighting games. This upset
most people in the empire. So their plans faltered. Another incident
I can bring up... In Chinatown in a restaurant, most of the men were
hesitant and weary. One who calls himself Hulk, brought a camera.
Their intentions are now clear to me and Mirage, but are they clear
to you all? Yes, they wanted to basically rape me. I got out of the
empire just in time. My goals no longer involve them. Mirage is doing
his best to keep me away from them, and I am doing all that I can to
protect myself from them and any other fool that may cross my path.
This is why I ask you, ladies and men with intelligence, please do
not join them. There are some men that are intelligent and reasonable
but until something better becomes of it, do not bother. I don't want
my friends suffering from this (female wise) or anything else.
Thanks...
detailed description as to what happened. The events that have
changed both myself and the man that I love. Whatever your thoughts
are of the issue, I insist that you speak up. This kind of emotional
distress and pain can not and should not exist among any of us. It is
unfair and cruel if you ask me.
Back at the end of February,
I suffered a mental shock to my system, if one would say so. How is
it possible without going insane or suffering a nervous breakdown? A
lot is possible within that frame of time. What I would call it is,
the mental barriers that people are able to place with themselves was
broken down by harsh words, twisted stories, twisted lies, and so
forth and so on. One day in particular, February 24th. A day that
lives in infamy in my heart, soul, and mind. The leader of Empire
Arcadia proceeded to degrade my character, my status, and most of all
my whole self. His words along with the words of another, broke down
my spirit wholeheartedly. I cried immensely. My mind slowly slipping
from the words that were typed. Such horrid words...
Words that scarred me in it's entirety. Words that prevented my mind
from being normal. I haven't been able to focus since then. I'm
having problems all over the place. Why? Because of the mental damage
and trying to recover is surely a bitch.
The Ultimate Goal With Me Being With These Men
The leader of these men planned as such so please hold your ground as I
go through this slowly. It is not something you read with a calm,
cool, stomach. Your anger will flare up, trust me.
I hold the highest discretion as of now, please hold yourselves as I
fear you may want to fight this man.
Since the beginning (when I first joined,) the purpose of having
females in the empire was to increase the amount of female gamers and
increase the amount of females in general. When Darryel introduced me
into the empire, his intention was me joining for my skills not my
looks. Unfortunately, some of these men took me for only my looks.
Horrible, but common of some men, right? For those that know me, I
don't care about my looks, my main concern is my brain, my
intelligence, what I know and what I want to learn (know.) Anyway.
The leader of this fools began to see me as a sexual plaything.
(How did that occur?)
Well, it seems that my ex-boyfriend had told or rather shown a
personal and graphic e-mail that I sent only to him at the time. Also
during this time, I was deeply in love with him and meant those
words. Should be called a whore or hoe just because you express your
sexual feelings because of the person you love?
(In all belief, I wouldn't believe that a female should be called
such.)The leader used that e-mail against me, stating that I'm a hoe
or rather a wanton. He figured that he could get me to perform oral
sex on him and some others in the empire. (It gets even more twisted.)
The Heart of The Matter
Some of the males in this organization wished to "gangbang" me.
(Gangbang-more than one guy with one female. For those that are not
familiar with the term.) But in order to do such, the leader fought
his damnest to get rid of Mirage. He figured once Mirage is gone,
I'd be single and from there would be used completely. After Mirage
gone and this "gangbang," the leader also figured he hook me up with
Gaming Knight, but there was one flaw. On February 22nd, when I signed
that horrid contract, I did not choose Knight's Unit. I chose the
unit called the Syndicate, the unit for Fighting games. This upset
most people in the empire. So their plans faltered. Another incident
I can bring up... In Chinatown in a restaurant, most of the men were
hesitant and weary. One who calls himself Hulk, brought a camera.
Their intentions are now clear to me and Mirage, but are they clear
to you all? Yes, they wanted to basically rape me. I got out of the
empire just in time. My goals no longer involve them. Mirage is doing
his best to keep me away from them, and I am doing all that I can to
protect myself from them and any other fool that may cross my path.
This is why I ask you, ladies and men with intelligence, please do
not join them. There are some men that are intelligent and reasonable
but until something better becomes of it, do not bother. I don't want
my friends suffering from this (female wise) or anything else.
Thanks...
The Soul Chaser